I have the same feelings. No, this doesn’t mean I want to break up. You realize you have to take action. Please help me with any advice. I don’t have anything to say anymore... i feel like we are being tested. 6) I spend all my time on laptop reading or watching videos. An important life lesson is to know yourself and accept yourself for who you are. 3) My relationship at work are not great, I seem to get frustrated with people easily and end up shouting at people. So what! Three years ago, she was calling me names and yelling. I don't love him anymore, but can't leave. When I left he got clean, started going to meetings and worked hard to win me back. My mom uses pity and her "history of abuse" to get what she wants. That is if I do make it somewhere, I can never get anywhere on time. The world needs chefs. Incredibly depressed. But I don't. Has anyone in your family been diagnosed with HS or experienced HS symptoms? I don't want to leave my house. I need to try to help him see the positives in his life so I can see the same in mine. Maybe if I had unlimited time and money I might like to see the world. I don't want to do anything at all today. I was fortunate enough to get this very advice from others and through it I found a lot of peace and happiness. My boyfriend at the time had started doing IV drugs and that's why I left him. He is getting really sick of my behaviour but I don't know how to make myself better? I will start picking a fight, just so I can say, well forget it, you just go without me, I don't need this from all of you. But I would be miserable if I tried to become a doctor. The world keeps moving forward with so much pain and ugliness that I prefer to hide! I have been learning the Hebrew calendar and it I think will bring order to every day life. He does not have the last word. I think I left my house only 3 times in 2017. Learn more about working with Thought Catalog. I can go to restaurants again, I don't cancel plans. Slowly I started making myself hike or walk every day. I do not know what is wrong with me. Your confusion is clear and the most important thing you need to do is get clear about what it is you want. LB x . You may unsubscribe at any time. So I send him to take the kids to see my parents and I tell him I'll catch up with them but I never end up going. so being locked up for so! Someone please direct me where I may go for HELP. She is manipulative and always saying mean, rude things to me. Last year, I was so depressed I hardly ever went to school, and I've been trying to get myself more motivated this year since I'm way behind in school, but I lack motivation, and I can't force myself to do something I don't want to do. est un film réalisé par Macon Blair avec Melanie Lynskey, Elijah Wood. Do these symptoms appear near your inner thighs, armpits, chest, groin, or buttocks? Take the quiz to see if your symptoms may be HS—a chronic inflammatory skin condition that may be linked to the immune system. I signed up just so I could thank/congratulate you. What do I do? You have to take action. I'm the same way, I've been lke this for what two years now, and it jst sucks, jst lke everyone else says, I'll set up plans which sound fun but when they come up I absuatlly don't wnat to go, I want to leave the house so bad but I dnt have the negery and when I do go out I get bad anxiety! May you begin to start feeling better soon!! I’ve always thought we had a pretty good marriage. Same here. You need to go to therapy. I'm going through the same thing right now, I feel so anxious and weird when I'm out, I just keep thinking about how nice it would be IF I was home right now and be like why did I even go out in the first place and keep blaming myself for it, I also feel the same when it comes to feeling like everyone's staring at me and it makes me so uncomforatble, but I was not always like this, I used to have a lot of friends and it was always me that wanted to hang out, but now it's just diffirent I don't even have friends cuz I stopped communicating with them because of all this and I started having feelings like trust issues and prefer my internet friends, it's just really weird I feel like I'm wasting my life. Is this how it's going to be. I need money to get a personal makeover, then I'll feel better to go somewhere. Sure, I feel lonely at times and weird being the only person I know that is way happier here then there. I also have low self worth Sometimes we can observe and be a part of a group that way. Joined: Apr 16, 2010 Messages: 3,868 Likes Received: 0. If someone asks you how you spent your weekend, you’ll lie about the exciting things you’ve done. People need to be free God gave us free will you need to be free just be safe and free that is possible. Even though you’re tempted to leave the house, you’ll keep yourself locked inside. You become restless. I feel comfortable there. I'm 20 and everyone who's my age are having the best time of their lives. Also, places like those have people that aren't exactly average. I don't like to leave my house either. I don't feel depressed, or lonely or anything like that. 2) I dont go out of the house except when I have to go to work. Like me, I enrolled for a class that keeps me there till 6pm.It gives me an opportunity to be around people and keep me from staying indoors, This is a nice story and i hope it is really you op and if its not thats still ok as it is an uplifting story that can provide hope. :( I guess I'm a freak. I used to be like that. I hope you are feeling better. Always can find something to talk about to anyone, even people I just meet. It's not because I am self-conscious or anything like that. I was taught that we get the most out of life when we put God first, others second, and ourselves last, just like Jesus did. God made each of us different. You wonder whether things are ever going to change. I use to write this off to being satisfied with my life but now I wonder. It’s high time he learns how. She is still impossible. Sometimes I have energy and want to go out and other times I need to recoup or hibernate at home. The Walgreens pharmacist ran my meds by on his way to lunch. I didn't leave the house, I didn't eat. My family always tells me to get out the house and make friends and enjoy life outside my house but the truth is I love my room my bed my dog myself and life inside! I don’t want to leave my house I’ve been going through a really bad depression for a few weeks and now my dad wants to take me out during the pandemic. You’ll be jealous of anyone who has enough energy to post a selfie, to post an update, to put themselves out there in any way at all. I feel like this too I'm 27 but I wasn't always like this I was the one who was putting pressure on people to go out I had lots of relationships was somewhat popular but it's like the past three years I get sick to my stomach the taught of going anywhere people drain me I'm a nice person but sometimes I give off the impression that I'm ignorant but it's not the case I'm just not a fake person I find it difficult to force fake smiles and act interested in stupid chit chat conversations I stopped talking to everyone accept my family I have one friend left and I even ignore him all the time it's like one day I woke up I had no confidence no motivation I'm basically just existing what's wrong with me I just love my comfort zone so much on my own but I don't want this forever everyday seems like a struggle what can I do? You should speak with a dermatologist about your answers to this quiz to get a proper diagnosis. When pimple-like bumps or boils start showing up in areas where skin rubs together, you may question what’s going on with your body. Before I got pregnant I was very happy, in love and couldn't wait to marry him. I have no desire to do anything. Malcolm in the Middle - Funeral [S01E11]. It will make you want to venture outside, travel the world, meet new people. It’s easier to keep doing what you’re doing. Every time I went somewhere I would feel sick and light headed. I just got a stomach ache and my mom took me home. I’m not depressed, sad, lonely, etc. I also have low self worth due to years of abuse I like to garden in my yard, cook in my kitchen, and create works of art in my studio. It's just nice to stay in. I wish you nothing but the best, and thank you for sharing your updates! I must say though, I hate it the most, that I have taught her this. Click here. I am beginning to say to her things I feel terrible about. After all, we do need clean clothes. You wonder whether you’re screwed up somehow, whether there is something about you that’s broken. At such a point, most people keep hoping for an external change to bring the momentum back. Or have panic attacks. People just like different things. I worked hard for it. No, this doesn’t mean I want to break up. Whether you need to hire a house cleaner for routine cleaning or a professional organizer to jump start an organizational system, face your situation head on, don’t feel guilty, and get the help you need! I just want to say whoever you are, your story inspired me a little to go out today. So what should have been a very happy time wasn't. And you waste your life. He just said, oh that 's because your ex was a jerk and you were depressed. It CAN be solved. You are precious and have great gifts those around you need. I feel like a freak for not been cough cough "normal" but I'm not. This can even be someone at Walmart that I just met, I can stand and talk for 2 or 3 hours. Answer Save. It sounds like you want to grow and do something meaningful and have people in your life that you can grow with. Luckily, my husband does the grocery shopping. She lives in different country and I have not met her in last 5 years and she keeps telling me to come back but I think of money and dont go back to her. Fortunatly there have only been a few of those days. I never know when my next plan will be my last, and I'm not going to waste my life sitting inside hoping to die, because the truth is, we all will, we don't know when, and when we do- we will wish we had more time. I told her to stop but she continued. Some days are worse than others, there have been a few times that going to Walgreens caused me so much anxiety that when I got into the car I couldnt remember how to drive. I don’t wish the world would stop celebrating Christmas. I get panic attacks when I go out, but never at home. You remind me of myself- questioning if you’re alone in this. I know this has been almost 3 years ago, but I am just now seeing this and you sound just like me! Or maybe your bored. But it’s the porcelain of the bathtub that calls. Joined: Apr 16, 2010 Messages: 3,868 Likes Received: 0. I think perhaps there was too much turmoil in our lives that we could not really see clearly- the past, present or our future. Whether it’s a toxic relationship or an overall mental exhaustion, the momentum of your life gets quickly tossed out. Sometimes the right person can make you want to be on time and go with them maybe your husband didn't find the really happy unique person you are and someone else will. I think what we need to do is to go out no matter what. I want to live with my dad but my mom said I couldn't 'cause she wouldn't let me. I know I need to see a doctor and go back on my pills like before but I can't leave the house. I think u are like me ? We don't always need to know everyone and feel at home. I have gotten to the point that I do not want to leave my house. I am beginning to say to her things I feel terrible about. But lately, I've been missing my mom a lot and being terrified that I don't have a lot of time left with her before she dies or something like that. Your answers indicate that you haven’t experienced any of the common symptoms that are typically associated with HS. I don't want to be like this anymore :( 26 yr old with problems.. What should I do first I don't know where to start? My husband and I planned active vacations where we could hike difficult trails and explore. But doctors need to eat and so does everyone else. You should get therapy if it is affecting your work or life in general. I don't know what is wrong or has happened. It's terrible! For many month So my husband wants to end the marriage but I don’t think he is in his right mind. Some people were meant to travel the world. It is not as impressive as being a doctor. I always think that I will be so productive during that off time and also enjoy my swimming pool. A gunman killed eight students and two teachers at Santa Fe High School outside Houston — and scarred hundreds, perhaps thousands more. Your jealousy hits an all-time high. I am moving because I need small and familiar and a place that doesn't feel so busy. Even if you usually hate leaving your house, being cooped up for too long will make you desperate for human interaction. It will make you want to venture outside, travel the world, meet new people. I just don't like to go anywhere. There are people I know that have chosen to live in an apartment and invest in travelling around and seeing the world. From the outside in I would tell a friend in this situation that they need to listen to themselves and take the time they need. It will give you a craving for adventure. I have a 86 year old recovering friend who has cancer and COPD. Never do I meet a stranger. I don't want to live with my parents anymore I've been very depressed lately and recently attempted to escape the house. I rarely leave my house. I do. Don’t want to leave the house, but not agoraphobic. I hate talking on the phone, emails, and texting. And if they don’t nothing you do can change that. I don't have any advice but just so you know, none of y'all are freaks. My style is that I like to have a few close friends as opposed to a large number of acquaintances. I don’t care about new clothes or gadgets. I only leave my house to go across the street to visit family, which I don't even want to do. I’m happy here in our small apartment and anything I’ll ever need is here. You don’t want anyone to judge you over your sadness. They must not be happy themselves unlike us who are perfectly happy to be at home. Lydiarose Well-Known Member. I like going to places like Dechoes and Platos closet, there are so many interesting things there you wont be thinking about people looking at you, you'll be thinking about how interesting and non-expensive this awesome stuff is. I sure wish I could figure this problem out. I love spending time with you, but I’m not a clingy person. They haven’t realized you’ve been isolating yourself, they haven’t realized you’ve gone MIA, they haven’t realized anything is wrong. it’s gotten to the point where I don’t want to leave my house anymore or check the news, Government, fires, shootings, cancer..... wtf else you got for us!!! 1. I hope you are feeling better. I don't like answering the phone when it rings it makes me anxious. I am also currently having the same feeling, my university is far away needs atleast 6-7hours travel, I came back to home on holidays but now date of starting next session is announced and I have to go again in that place, I just now realised that I hate that city, the people of the city and also my roomates and I don't wanna go back at all but I will have to go there once again. I've been depressed since last year, and I just don't feel like doing anything anymore. I avoid people. Ive become like that, sometimes I don't leave my house for weeks at a time, unless I go outside to work in the yard or do repair & maint on the out side of the house. Translate I don't want to leave my house. I don't want to do anything with my life. Life is a gift and the devil who Jesus in St. John says is a liar, thief, and a murderer just wants to make us all miserable! Lori S. 1 decade ago . But it's always important to talk to a dermatologist about any medical concerns you may have. You don’t see much of a point in washing your hair or doing your makeup or inserting your contacts. I don't like to talk on the phone and do not accept many social invitations. I wanted to die. I have been with my fiance 4 years. I don't want to go anymore! I'm not lonely because I prefer to be alone. A gunman killed eight students and two teachers at Santa Fe High School outside Houston — and scarred hundreds, perhaps thousands more. Be the best you can be. Three years ago, she was calling me names and yelling. You know you can’t keep isolating yourself. When we get together for Christmas I stress about going somewhere and the whole time I’m there I’m anxiously waiting to go home. Share. It’s the place I go when you annoy the hell out of me or I’m angry. You haven’t let them know what’s been going on with you. I've gone to group and private therapy. Can this be fixed? I don't know how to over come this. We all have made mistakes or someone close has hurt us at some point in our lives. It’s the hardwood floor you want to see. Not sure where my life is headed or where I am going. Today at 6:28 AM CUT IT OUT! You have to start caring more about yourself and taking better care of yourself. I don’t want to be together 24/7. The severe anxiety occurs mostly when I go out in the evening during the week. People tell me i'm pretty when I believe they are just saying that because they want to be nice. But I struggle and feel bad about being home which is why I found this site. Posted Nov 30, 2013 . I go to work, come home, put on Jammie's and go to bed to watch tv. God loves you. by Cory Turner May 21, 2018 3 minutos. I wasted too many years of my own life trying to please others and be what THEY wanted me to be. Maybe we lacked a coach who could prod us into leaving the nest and support us when we gathered the courage to try. I guess it's because I don't feel comfortable outside and I probably don't breathe enough when I'm nervous or something. Because i am getting very upset with the looks and stares im getting off people. I am just like you. i love him as my baby daddy but nolonger want to be with him. Good luck lol, Im so happy for you though honey, really, just great.... Hey! I do however want to go out and have fun. I have a TON of laundry to catch up on" haha. Jan 5, 2010 #2 Hi LB, well you could be describing my mum and dad there. By subscribing, you agree to the terms of our Privacy Statement. I just want to stay in my home and be left alone. I don't think God intended for us to be in a rush spending money. I'm desperate ! I feel like any person that goes without would love to have parents like mine. my name is luthando been staying with my boyfriend for 8 years , we have a 4 years old beautiful boy, the problem started when he always went out to drink and come home late , he will come back swear at me and hit me , he controls me and always threathened to kill him self when i leave him. I feel like the world is going so fast and everyone is going so fast and working so much I am on a strike I never get off of. He is really suffering. My sister is the same way. We are here on Earth to serve each other. I don't want my estate agent's services anymore, what can I do? Don’t get me wrong, I am able to leave the house. I wish I wasn't so depressed all of the time. Submit your writing to be published on Thought Catalog. She can never answer this then goes off on one. I AM a very outgoing person. You think too much. I’m just terrified.. Take baby steps. I started see someone a couple months ago and informed him ahead of time of my problem. 4. 2. Lydiarose Well-Known Member. The devil does exist and he truly hates you and wants your soul. Those tickets sell out at the speed of light too! I live in a suburb outside of Chicago and I feel that i want to move away and start my own life away from my family and away from this small city. I don't feel like going out we have been all around the city I just want to go to the beach sit under an umbrella and do nothing. Can19uve. I make plans, and when the time comes, I send my family and tell them I will catch up, but I never do go to meet up with them. If not then don't worry, with today's technology you really don't have to leave the house unless you want to. Since my daughter died 14 years ago, I just want to hide from the world and hope time moves on. I must add one more thing: I am ALWAYS late. Or detachment. I feel terrible but I don't want to be around her anymore. She would much rather deal with her sister’s death the old-fashioned way. Have you experienced tender, swollen bumps, either on or under your skin, that may produce foul-smelling liquid and scarring? Let's Talk. It's New Year's Eve right now and I was at a family friends house. Everything I need is here. Discussion in 'Teen Pregnancy' started by Lydiarose, Jul 21, 2010. It took me awhile to actually get used to going places again. You stay stuck in a self-destructive cycle you aren’t sure how to break, even though you’re clearly unhappy. I don't answer my door unless I know who it is. My social anxiety was ruining my life and I wasn't living the way I should be. He likes doing fun things with my family because they have money and material things but I can't enjoy those things because I think my mom and step dad are judging me or mad at me so I don't go over. Take 10 minutes outside each day, just for a walk around the block. Being a chef makes me happy. But you also become lazy. But I’m not in love anymore. What helped me get over my relationship with my colleagues is reading some books on relationships and practicing what I read. I know I’m 1 year late but I hope you figured things out with your girlfriend or if not atleast moved on and happy now. Don’t Want To Live Anymore. Hope to hear you are doing much better. I don't want to live in my house anymore. I just read what was written here and it's my entire life story. The position they hold is prestigious. How do I know this? we live in a tiny 500 sq feet house with 8 people. See her update above. The more you get used to being outside the more places you can go, like the mall. What is this? The more energy I expend being out the more downtime I need. 11 Comments Share 1 . Learn about us. Im tired of being woken in the middle of the night hearing screaming. I hope He is helping you feel better. Like "I don't want to do this anymore." Asaboy Consumer 3 Posts: 77 Joined: Sun Dec 25, 2011 7:34 pm Local time: Mon Jan 11, 2021 10:35 pm Blog: View Blog (0) Top. My family all sees me as a person that has to stay home and help my parents retire but I don't want to do that. We live in a digital world. So I did not become a doctor. I don’t want you in my bed when I’m pissed or interrupting me while I’m busy reading. She hates it. But a quiet dinner with friends? I hope things are still doing great. No place I want to go. She's paying me $100 dollars a week to do so. That is great!! I don’t want to be together 24/7. I hate being around people.Sometimes I'll go a day or two without things I need just because I don't want to leave my house… I ask her were do you want to go and what do you want to do? As I got older - I'm 46 - and realized I'm an introverted extrovert, I'm more understanding that I need a lot of downtime to handle being out. i feel the same like youu i don't know what wrong with mee... i don't want going inside only on summer ...i love staying at home talk with my internet friends they are so much cool then my real frinds (my felling). You wonder why it’s so hard for you to socialize, to be productive, to live a normal life. Forget Your Past Failures. I'm wondering if you found out what was wrong and what you did to help yourself ? Last week I had to leave the farm—for four days and three nights. Even alone. Please give me advice. They make a lot of money. No snobby people. I don't want to leave my house anymore. Laurie Pawlik-Kienlen May 25, 2015 at 11:27 am . Whoa. 4) I am always insecure at my job and I dont feel confident , I feel the project will fail al the time. I dont trust any one and some my trust one the world is so low that I dont even trust doctors. I wish I never had to leave my home again. Have your physical symptoms, such as sores, wounds, or pain, impacted your lifestyle or mental outlook? I simply hate going anywhere, even if it's on a date, or to the mall, or to the beach with my friends. Outside there’s a gleaming, glass ocean and mountains pure and clean. It sounds like low confidence. A week after my dads memorial service my grandpa died. It will give you a craving for adventure. It felt like he was singing to us. I made it clear from day 1 this is how I am. I feel like I need to be here though. I want to pull out of my house sale. Don't give yourself time to think, Occupy your mind. I always send my boyfriend to do the errands, pick the kids up from school, work and make money. I'd appreciate reading about your experiences. So we like something different and live different to others. I am not interested in anatomy, biology, and life sciences. I'm 25 with a 11 month old son. I'm 17 and don't have my drivers license! 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